The Princess Lament

so it's been a while huh guys? I guess the best place to begin is where I left off. First off: I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!!!! it was uber exciting and now I drive around like crazy. Except...well on sunday after the HOPE show (more about that in a minute) i was with maura and we were meeting mle and xtine at the eastchester diner and she wanted to get a shirt at Banana Republic so we pull in and it's closed. So I pulled out...and I hit another car...it was terrible. Thank God no one saw so we high tailed it out of there. My car is hurt at all..Thank God for small favors.

Ok so the HOPE show..which took up the better part of the last 9 days...wow...the show itself went very well...I know you guys want to hear all the juicy gossip but the truth is that there really isn't any...nothing i'm willing to share anyway. Except...well...you guys all know that I like a certain boy there. I'm so confused over it...everyone seems to think he likes me but then he has a girlfriend but then some people are like he doesn't seem that into her it seems like he's just going through the motions...I just don't know what to think guys...help...So of course I have a new plan...lol...Ok so I'm going to talk to him (online) before rehearsal thursday just casually as friends and then when I'm leaving be like...see ya thursday...looking foward to it ;)...lol and then im gonna wait and see what happens on thursday/friday and then suck it up and tell him how I feel.

It really sucks though because I see all these other people going through almost the exact same thing and it's not ending so well for them...so logic would lead me to belieive that it's not going to end well for me either...but then again no situation is exactly the same so I just have to see where it goes...besides I know I'll regret it if I don't tell him.

Wow ok...so that's enough of this lament...more later babess...<333